My secret

I did not think this would ever happen to me. It is terrible! So hard to assimilate, believe!! How could this happen to me? How did I end up like this?! If accepting is the first step into recovery, then I'll confess. I can do it. Okay, first I close my eyes and breathe deeply. I can do this. I can improve. I can stop. Okay, here I go...

I am addicted to.......... the internet. I cannot eat, sleep or work without looking stuff up. I'm an addict!!!!! What can I do? I'll try to go back to work now. I feel so alone..... :0( surfing the web!!!!